Why? seriously.

i've been thinking. what the hell have i been doing the last couple of days? why do i spend thirty minutes (at least) a night typing random, half-ass, bad jokes on some screen? more importantly, why do i enjoy it so damn much? really, its for all of us. why do we update our facebook statuses (pl: stati?), change our aim buddy info when we're upset, type emo myspace bulletins, or any other bullshit? its because we want this goddamn attention. we want people to click on our little orange "i" next to our sn so they know we're upset and can have us on their minds. or so they can read that hinting answer to that survey question so they may have a hint at where you are in your life. we, as humans, love that. we love knowing people are thinking about us. that they worry about us. as far as this blog goes, i do it...we do it because we have hope some bored soul will sit down and actually take the time to read it. after all, who wouldn't want a day to day update of my fabulous life? seriously. and i think thats all we need. just knowing the fact that someone could read it is enough for us. and we're content. we feel relieved that we "got it out".

its just something i've been thinking about.

speaking of day to day updates, my day was decent working at the good old canes' on vets. working behind a counter all day and dealing with lots of custumers and ultimately lots of personalities, i realize that a smile can change everything. and if not everything, a damn lot. i cant really explain it nor do i want to. thats kind of the great thing about it. no one has to explain it. but a little action can completely change things. so give it a try next time, who knows...it may work.



p.s. i have a new poll. fill it out. the winner gets a prize. (exactly.)

picture of the day:

i love this picture mainly because its so damn hardcore but completely not. took place in the "men's" dressing room during millie. we stole a camera and took many photos similar to the one above.

whats great about this photo:

1. how completely white i am and how my hand glows (basically.)
2. how so hardcore jordan is trying to be with lipstick and mascara on
3. jordan's fourth finger (wtf. what a pansy.)
4. lance's butt-crack part in his mop
5. jody's haircut (hott.)

random question:

1. if you could, would you?