BitchFEST!

so...i've decided that my house is depressing to me. as funny as that may seem (or maybe not...?) its true. whenever i'm at my house, nothing interests me and all i want to do is hide the hell away in my room. my relationship with my mother is dying fast after this recent blow up and i have no intent of fixing it until she does (never will). my dad's fine but he can't control anything. the madre has the padre in this house. and justine, the one person who agrees with me about our unfortunate family dynamics, is leaving me in a month. so i will seriously be the only one in this damned household that is not cooky. and believe me, i'll probably lose it soon.

i've also decided (come to the executive decision) that i have 'following-through' issues. not with relationships (or lack of) or things like that but with projects and interests. Whenever an interest starts to pick up and gain momentum, i'll lose interest or need a break from it. maybe this is normal. i guess thats why i try to surround myself with lots of projects so when one gets semi-old i can still have others to keep me interested. hence the story of my life now:

1. i've currently just finished writing a musical called "falling up" with my wonderful friend ashley rose (this is the way she has asked to be credited. and yes, that's right. i use stageclick links, byatch.). i've written lyrics and music and she's written the book. we're starting to get a cast together to learn the music and record a demo for possible producers which means i have to write the effing (that's right. i don't use the big kahuna. yet.) sheet music to all 16 songs. so far i've got 6 and we have a rehearsal tomorrow. its not for a lack of effort, i promise! i'll get there, ashley.
2. i'm also in rehearsal for "greater tuna", a two man comedy about the hick-town in texas (sorry, texas. that's right. i'm messing with you.). the two actors play 20 characters with lightening fast costume changes and bitch loads of lines to memorize (oy. lechaim.) i'm doing it with one of my besties: eli timm! its crazy fun just lots of work. beeteedubs, the performances are september 4th, 5th, 6th, and 7th. be there or be triangle. (nothing like a little publicity in the gospel.)
3. i work at flipping canes'. (love.)
4. parents.
5. rene crais. (yes. that's right)

if you're stopping and thinking to yourself, "gee, marcia, this post sure seems like a bitching rant.", you're darn right, marcia. it is. :)

random question:

1. do blondes really have more fun? (the answer is yes, of course. except for those damn redheads.)